I was 5 week pregnant with my second child. When I found out I was pregnant once more I was so happy my boyfriend was very happy as well we where playing to tell our families about our pregnancy the day of our son’s birthday. Our son has always loved the idea of having a other baby in the family we were so excited to bring a home a other baby. We where playing to move out together to finally raise our kids together. But on Tuesday when I went to target just to look around at baby clothes I started to feel cramps but they didn’t feel so bad at all to the pain so very bad that I decided to go home when I was walking up the steps I left something running down my legs when I run to the bathroom I was bleeding so much I knew I was having a miscarriage and by the time that I was going through all of this I was crying not only cuz I was bleeding out and losing my baby but I saw my baby I spend a long time in the bathroom just looking at my baby crying it was to late for me to go to the hospital this is away on my mind and i feel like I not only lost my baby I lost who I was that day. I only have one son but I’m still a mother to the one baby I lost and I know my baby is in a good place and maybe I’ll see my precious baby one day.