So I have PCOS and was told at 17 motherhood would be the struggle for me fast forward to 26 with intense back pains to find you’re pregnant 17 weeks about according to the little peanuts measurements (couldn’t use last period seeing as I hadn’t had one for 6 months). Fast forward a couple more weeks to find out you have no fluid around the baby and placental abruption. Fast forward again to being 24 weeks and walking up in labor just to have your beautiful baby boy be stillborn. I was devastated. But wanted to try again. Now here is my dilemma I am now 38 days late on my period. Yet I have discharge that looks like old blood? I have taken tests and got negatives. I did the same with my son to prove a point to someone. My best friend thinks that it’s still a possibility because I had such an odd pregnancy before with no symptoms and even weight loss. She thinks me now is similar to the me when I was pregnant with my son. So I don’t know if I should go to the doctor or maybe take another test (her theory is I pee too much on them 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️). I don’t want the negatives to keep showing up and bring up the emotions that I had my chance at being a mom but I lost it.