Update, y’all.

So yesterday, I woke up and felt really crampy. Didn’t think anything of it, so I went on with my day. Had a nausea spell and it went away like usual. Never came back. My super full and kinda sore boobs went back to normal. I thought, “hey, getting outta this early pregnancy crap super fast like I did with my son.” Last night, around 5pm, cramps intensified. Started bleeding a little. So I went to my friends house to pick up a couple of tests since I’m broke and they just found out her fiancé is sterile, so they had no use for them. Get home, and blood and mucus and tissue is coming out all at once, along with one solid clot. I took one of the tests and the line was so faint it was almost just a shadow. I’ve taken one this morning, and that line is gone. I’ve miscarried. This is my first miscarriage, and I’m in a lot of physical/mental/emotional pain trying to understand what happened. The doctor called it a “chemical pregnancy” because it happened so fast and it was before the baby reached 6 weeks of gestation. But to clarify, I was pregnant. It just didn’t last very long...

I’ve felt like crap all day long, and even took a two hour nap. I’ve been b*tchy for the past few weeks, and nauseous on and off. I feel off, and I need to know I’m not going insane.

*U P D A T E *

Soo, I couldn’t sleep at all, and I ended up taking another test, because I was anxious.

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Still super faint, but still there.