Usually I am very proud of my husband but today I feel so let down 😔 I am 25 weeks and just have been feeling so alone, I expressed this to him and he asked if I just missed my daughter being home. I told him no I miss having someone to talk to and someone who actually heard me when I talked, someone who wanted to actually talk with me. ( he is usually a man of few words and even more so this week) I don’t have any friends I don’t have any family really his family and I are not bonded. And he says ( maybe a blog) 😔

I even specifically said I want a connection not a distraction.

And tonight we didn’t talk much like the rest of the week and I plan to exclusively breastfeed so I asked if he plans on helping like with diapers. He said” maybe in the weekends”

Y’all he gets home at 530, I mean he can’t even let me know that he will be there to help with an occasional diaper through the week !! 😔 I feel so alone. I just needed to get this out. Again no one to talk to.