I’ve always been sooooo self conscious about my weight for years and years and I realize I’m extremely over weight and fat :/

I’m 14 and I’m going on vacation and swimming but I wanted to wear these shorts in the water so I can cover some accident scars on my upper thighs. Does this look weird? Am I too chubby for this? Will people look at me weird?.... be honest I won’t be hurt ❤️

Idk why my thighs have to be so fat :,(