So it’s been almost 2 months since my ex bf broke up with me . And I miss him so much .. I still love him a lot .. it’s been almost one month since the last time I saw him when I went to his grab my things from his house and we ended up having sex he told me he still loved me and missed me made me feel like he still wanted me but then the next day he just said that he just wanted to end things after he had sex with me . Idk what to do he was more then just a relationship to me we were together for 6 years and he was my best friend my only friend since I lost all my friendships since I would just be with him and just be focused on him . I miss him I just want to text him . I just feel so incomplete without him he was my everything ! On the other hand he looks like his happy without me enjoying himself posting stuff of him going to places , drinking and being with his friends . And I just can’t seem to be happy without him I really loved this guy I never felt what I felt for him for anyone else . And it just hurts me that he can just be happy after breaking my heart like if I never meant shit to him when I did so much for him