I am completely against it. I have my own personal views on it and have tried being more open minded, but it’s not happening.

Now let me say, he cheated on me a when we first got together (Over a year ago). He is also the greatest man I have ever been with. He loves me, and I know that. Due to two very abusive past relationships (one mentally, the other physically) I hold a lot against him, but I really try not to be crazy because he does not deserve that side of me. He works very hard for us, we each have one child and I’m currently pregnant with our own. My son is 7, his daughter is 4.

We had issues in the beginning from him cheating, and this obsession (is what it seemed like) he had with porn. Before I knew how into it he really was, I tried watching with him. (It’s not for me though)

I put my fucking foot down and said absolutely not. I will not tolerate it I promise you. It enrages me, I don’t even smoke but oh god damn I could smoke a whole pack if I wasn’t carrying our little miracle.

He makes me feel so beautiful, but it’s moments like this I question it all, and I feel like that’s my problem. Should I just stop and let him do his manly deed? I just love this man so much I couldn’t picture him jacking off to some bitch on a screen like wtffff. But I also feel like that’s just my insecurities and I need to get the fuck over it because at the end of the day, he loves me and our family and I never question that.

(Thank you to anyone actually reading this)

All advice is needed, good or bad. Tell me like it is!!