Ex boyfriend

Olivia

I used to date this guy (I’m 15 he’s 16) and we had an amazing relationship until he and his family said some things that hurt me so I broke up with him but now I really really REALLY Miss him...all of my friends hate him but I think I still love him. I’m so confused and I hate myself for still liking him but I can’t seem to get over him...we were some what intimate and he was the first person I ever did anything “sexual” with so maybe I just miss the romantic part of it...I dunno what to do :/