boyfriends girl bestfriend

Jocelyn

first i just need help so please dontattack me. so my boyfriend of 4 months didn’t want me following his girl bestfriend who lives in maryland. we live in florida. so basically they both had a thing for eachother but never made a move because they didn’t wanna ruin their friendship. but i asked him why and he said just because. but she followed me. so me being the noisy person i am. i scrolled through her instagram photos. and sure enough theres a photo of him from last summer. they were at the beach alone. i mean me and him done even take photos together. he didn’t like how close i was to my guy friend who was there for me through a very hurtful breakup but since my boyfriend now didn’t like him i dropped my best friend (yes i know i shouldn’t have). i can’t have no guy streaks on snap chat. but all of his streaks are girls. i tried talking to him about it but he’s so stubborn and says i’m just over reacting. but he has to see where i’m coming from. he an very attractive guy, that has girls on all social media. i’m the jealous type. and he’s a twin and i’m close friends with his brother girlfriend and she says she never has these problems with his brother. like anytime i try telling him i’m upset or that somethings bothering me he just pushes it to the side and doesn’t care. i don’t know what to do. he’s my best friend, my first for everything, and i love him and done wanna lose him. but i feel like if i keep complaining to him and telling him how i feel, i’ll be the one to ruin it. i trust him 100% but i don’t trust other girls. my last relationship left a scar because i was cheated on by a close friend. i just don’t like him talking to girls at all. he says he doesn’t even talked to them anymore cause they live in maryland but then what’s the point of even having a streaks. i seriously need help.