The hard part isn’t getting pregnant, that part we can do on our own. The hard part is staying pregnant. Since 2016 we’ve had 3 pregnancies which all ended is miscarriage. But every month a have faith, but every month I lose a little faith. It’s so hard not to envy family and friends whenever they announcing their pregnancy. And it’s even HARDER whenever they said “we wasn’t even trying” OR “it happened on our first try” because no matter what you always get jealous or even mad. WHY can’t i be like them. WHY CANT I HAVE A BABY. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. You always end up Discouraged a little more each month.