Holding my baby close tonight

So found out we were pregnant last weekend, started bleeding Thursday, confirmed loss this morning with HCG levels dropping from 84 to 23....

Feeling so many different emotions- sad that this happened after a healthy pregnancy, devastated for the loss, guilty because I'm lucky to already have a beautiful little girl, determined that this is what we want, two babies close in age and finally thankful we have a starting point after no periods since having my little girl

So today I will be holding her just a little bit closer to cherish what we have and to keep going for her sake