After he cheated on me now 9 times he says he didn’t kiss her but he did and he’s hiding so much from me but it doesn’t matter I’m done with him I know my worth. He never deserved me and I should of left him when he did it the first time. He blames it on our problems all the time and I told him if you truly loved me you wouldn’t entertain other women and you wouldn’t cheat. I also said cheating is inexcusable don’t blame your actions on “problems”. I was always loyal to him and I didn’t even pay attention to the opposite gender. He’s leaving tomorrow thank god. I’m dumb I started talking to guys on a dating app and I shouldn’t do it. I’m single of course but I’m only doing it because I want attention and to feel the attention and appreciate he never showed me. This is my way of getting back at I’m even though we aren’t together. I forgot what it feels like to have someone think I’m beautiful and wanted. I’m such an idiot for dealing with him for 8 months and letting him treat me bad and him shifting all the blame on me.

Me currently