Every time I read a post, watch a clip/story, or hear someone talking about breastfeeding I just get so sad. Don't get me wrong, I have no issue with women who share about it. I just didn't have the supply to BF and NOTHING would boost what I had, my daughter wouldn't cooperate, and she lost too much weight. The worst times are when I read about women who over produce. Why couldn't I produce more than a few ounces TOTAL? I prepared for it so well. I took the classes, stocked up on everything, bought the nursing bra's, had everything ready and it just breaks my heart even 6 months down the road. Breastfeeding was SO important to me and I looked so forward to it my entire pregnancy. I want to be able to talk about breastfeeding, about the funny things that happen, spraying her in the face, the cute things she does, etc. It still just hurts so bad.