Another baby

So me and my husband are trying to decide if we want to try to start to have another baby or not. I really don’t feel like there’s ever a “good time” but I can’t determine how close I want them to be. I did want them to be like 2-3 years, no more than 3. All I know is I wanted to be done having kids by the time I’m 30 (which more than likely won’t happen ) but I feel I’m not getting any younger which means I’m not gaining more energy as I get older. I also feel the sooner I have another I feel I won’t “forget” what I did with the first, like everything will still be fresh in my mind. Ugh such a hard decision, someone help! 😞😩 I just love being a mom so much but idk if I’m ready for another or not, part of me says yes part of me says no. I also think that if they are less than 2 years apart the jealously won’t be as bad because the older one is kind of still to young to understand and I also feel at the age they are always in their own world so they might not notice that the attention isn’t on them as much, rather than like a 3 year old who is more aware. Also if I have them closer than the older one wouldn’t be a only child for long so maybe the jealously wouldn’t be as bad either 🤷‍♀️ idk...ugh! I could go back and forth all day on why or why not