broke up with my bf

We were together for 3.5 years. We always fought. Didn't respect eachother. It hurts so bad tho. He never believed I really loved him. I never could be or do enough for him. This was my ending it text. We fought so much he moved back to his home state but wanted to still try to be together. I just couldnt handle all the fighting and his disrespect towards me so I had to block him.