Thrush is ruining my sex life😫

Im diabetic and one of my medications helps me wee out all the sugar which gives me agonising thrush, i told my dr about this and he said use condoms and lube but i hate the smell of them both and what if they make my thrush worse? And sometimes even when i dont have thrush sex is quite painful 😔 me and my partner havent had sex in months because of this, only thing we can do is dry hump with our pants on and foreplay but i want sex without pain and i want my thrush to get lost! Is it even safe to have sex with lube and condoms if i have thrush? Will probably be agonising but he wont catch thrush will he? And like i said sometimes its painful during sex so lube and condoms will stop it from being painful right? Idk im just really missing the sex with my partner, does that make me sound bad and do i sound silly? 😐