Feeling disconnected

Nicole • 👩🏻‍🦰🧔🏼👦🏼👼🌈due 2/27/20 ❤️

I am currently 11wk 3days with my rainbow baby. It is my 3rd pregnancy, I have a 3 year old and experienced a miscarriage with my 2nd baby in January. Ever since the MC I have desperately wanted to get pregnant again, and was over the moon happy when I got pregnant.

I can’t help but feel a little disconnected with this pregnancy. It almost doesn’t seem real, and other than feeling sick I almost forget about the fact that I’m pregnant. Is this my own way of protecting myself if something goes wrong? Has anyone experienced this?