Tired and unhappy
I just need to tell someone how I feel because when I tell my fiancé he gets upset. About a year and a half ago we moved 10 hours away from both our families for a better job for him. Originally it was just a temporary job and we were only supposed to be here for a few months, but now here we are a year and a half later with no end in sight. He got a full time job that he has to stay out for at least another year (contract if you’re wondering why) and after that it’s going to take him a long time to find another one until we can love closer to our families and I’m just so unhappy here. Literally the idea of staying here makes me so depressed and unhappy. I’m so far away from everyone I care about besides my fiancé and I feel like I’m missing all of their lives. If I’m lucky I get to see my family once every 3-4 months. And down here I can’t get a job in my field, and am currently stuck in a job that’s not ideal where I make a terrible wage because my degree is worthless here. I just don’t want to be here anymore and don’t know what to do at this point. I don’t want to break up with my fiancé over this because it’s not his fault and he feels guilty that I’m unhappy (which is why I don’t talk about it with him) but he also wants to further his career. But at the same time is staying here means I cant even start mine. I’m basically putting my life on hold. And a long distance relationship I just don’t think would work. Idk I just need help and reassurance.
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