My family is 100% not throwing me a shower. I have a poor relationship with my mother. She already made it clear she isn’t. That’s fine.

My boyfriend keeps saying his moms gonna throw us a shower. How the whole family is so excited. The first girl in 37 years everyone will want to spoil her. That we shouldn’t buy anything else until the shower.

BUT NO ONE HAS TOLD ME A DAMN THING ABOUT A SHOWER.

I don’t know if it’s going to happen and be a surprise shower, or if it’s just not gonna happen? I have no idea. But we’re slowly ticking closer and closer and the panic is starting to get real.

We bought the basics. She has a pack and play to sleep in. And a car seat and stroller. We have clothes. The rest of the stuff are extras but definitely nice and preferred extras like a bouncy seat and a swing and high chair and a mini crib. Bath stuff. Little things like that.

And if I’m not having a shower then I want to start buying things and getting them ready. But I don’t know. And I’m freaking out. And nothing is marked as bought off our registry but yea. I’m in panic mode y’all. Panic mode.