Am I the only one with this strange “addiction”?

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So me and my man have been TTC for about 6 months and we have 1 miscarriage in the past. About a year ago I found my dream stroller for half the price. We wasn’t trying for a baby but I knew we would soon. So... I bought the stroller and I was so freaking happy. And then it escalated. I started to buy everything that I wanted/needed that was on sale. I have nearly everything you need for a baby. I have so much clothes for both boy and girl and I’m not gonna have the time to use everything. But every time I buy anything babyrelated I get so happy and I love to fix whit all the stuff I have. Only my man and my closest friend know about this and I feel like a freak bc of this but I also love it so so much and it heals my babyfever alot. Have you done something like this? Or what do you think? Am I a babyfreak? 🤷🏼‍♀️