I need advice for moving on. I lost my virginity about a month ago to a boy I didn’t even like at the time. We began sleeping together regularly and of course I developed feelings. Unfortunately, I fucked it up and made out with someone else at a party and he found out about it and dumped my ass. I was confused as we never officially dated and I thought we both saw it more as just fucking around with each other. It’s been a week now since he dumped me and I’m just now realizing how attached I feel to him. I hate how it ended. Especially since I lost my virginity to him. I guess I wanted it to last forever. I want him back but I know he obviously doesn’t want me back. I need help moving on. Do you think what I did was worth him leaving me?