I was supposed to have my first appt today at 5w5d. But instead I started spotting this morning followed by heavy bleeding at noon and a trip to hospital (doctor said they could see me if I was bleeding and I had to go to hospital for immediate ultrasound 🤬) where they confirmed my biggest fear my 2nd loss this year. First in June now this one today. This is my 4th loss all together. On call doc said I need to see a fertility specialist since I’ve already had the regular tests done. So mad, so hurt, so frustrated. I just don’t even know anymore. 😭😭😭