Ive decided that after a year of trying and thousands of pregnancy tests later, im done trying (for now). My SO and i will be getting married September 3rd, and i am not tracking at all this month. I just got over my period today, and i will not be taking any OPKs, HCG tests or anything like that, ill still be taking my prenatal vitamins but thats about it.

This journey is quite overwhelming and very frustrating, heartbreaking and at times very lonely, since no one knows how you feel or don’t understand what youre going through.

So im taking some time off, and i must say i feel relaxed, just focusing on us, the wedding our families and friends. Im starting to accept that it will happen when its meant to be, i could have sex every day my fertile cycle but if its not meant to be it will not happen, and when it is meant to happen i could probably have sex one day during my window and boom, baby!

Its time to relax a bit! Baby dust to you all!