So my boyfriend and I have been together for almost three years. At first marriage wasn’t even on the table because he was divorced and I just didn’t care for marriage because it’s just paper work. I’m already commited so why bother and make it more complicated. Anyways so we both were saying the same thing for a while and the same about a baby because he already has two kids from his marriage and I never had kids. We agreed and said we were good no more kids until he changed his mind so I did too.. got my head filled with marriage and having a baby.. we been trying to get pregnant for the last 10 months and nothing yet.. marriage is barely a topic now unless we talk about it randomly because we saw someone get married. Anyways I just feel like he will never make the move.. he doesn’t save any kind of money.. I got my hopes high and I just feel like I’m being fed a dream.. I’ve never been married or had a kid.. I’m the only one excited about it.. I’m the only one that cries every month when I’m not pregnant. I cry and he doesn’t.. is it because he has kids already and did the whole marriage thing? Idk how I should feel.. he says let’s no plan a baby let it just happen.. and we do.. I don’t plan it but I do get discouraged every month.. idk what to do