For the love of God someone please give me the will to go on. I am so fed up of going for multiple fertility appointments, bllod tests, invasive scans, probes being shoved into me, having my doll of a husband repeatedly do his business in a cup, spending all my money and still going empty handed every month, month after month. Please give me some respite, God. If it's never going to happen for me, send me a sign so I can resign and find other things to do with my life. Help me!!