I just gave birth a week ago to my preemie. I find that i get so angry easily, and i cant control them at all. Well, only towards my husband, but i get frustrated w my other kids. I have 3 kids inder the age of 3.

My husband and i have been arguing, like every 2-3x a week we'd argue. I see that id yell back at him angrily, when before i used to just say things calmly. The anger boils inside of me so bad, i cant control it at all. Like one time i threw my plate of food at him, another time i growled at him, then just yesterday, i punched his chest cause he pushed my head hard. Like i need to do something bad like hit stuff, throw stuff at him, scream at him, to get this anger inside of me to stop boiling.

This is all so out of character for me, i used to was able to control and hold in my anger, now i cant. I never hit anyone and never throw my food at anyone. I never screamed, growled, or yelled at anyone. These are so not me at all, i was a humbled woman, but im no longer that person.

Idk whats wrong w me at all, i need help. I feel like im being possessed! I hate the new me, even my husband notice it that ive changed, and not the woman i once was. Whats happening to me!?