I’ve been catching my man watching porn for years now and I really fucking hate it. I’ve always made how I feel about it very clear to him. It hurts my feelings and doesn’t make me feel good about myself. I’ve also always been willing to “fix” the issue. The issues being whatever his sorry ass excuse is this time. If he wants condoms so he can finish in me, wants sexy pictures, wants his dick sucked every damn day, etc. I do it because I want him to stop watching porn. And he always apologizes and promises, “I promise, I really mean it this time.” 🙄

To be clear, I DO NOT care if he wants to get himself off, I just don’t understand why it has to involve porn. He has tons of naughty photos and videos of me/us on his phone and he gets new ones regularly. Why isn’t that enough?

Last night, he told me I gave him the best head he’d ever had and we had amazing sex. And what do I wake up to this morning? He’s watching porn. What the fuck???

I hate that it makes me feel like shit but I can’t help it. I hate that he has no problem lying to my face about it and I hate that he seems to have absolutely no regard for my feelings on the matter. I’m just tired of it.

I apologize for the long post but I really could use some insight. Please don’t be rude or mean, but am I really just being a psycho? How can we, or I, fix this?