Small rant

Dixie

I’m 19, and just married the love of my life and the father of 2 out of 3 of my angel babies. I just got diagnosed with PCOS, and my doctor basically told me he has no idea what’s wrong with me as to why I can’t hold a pregnancy. I’m so upset because we want a family so so bad. I keep seeing pregnancy announcements from all my high school friends, and I don’t want to steal their blessing, but I am trying to have a baby myself and seeing their posts make me jealous. Am I wrong to feel this way? I am tired of struggling and taking tests over and over again just to see that little negative sign. Please send tips and or opinions because I don’t have anyone to talk to and I feel so alone. Am I the only one who gets tired of hearing that it is all in God’s hands? Please comment. Thank you!