Don’t want to be this way

I’m so sweet when it comes to my kids and other kids

But when it comes to adults my face always be looking so grumpy, mad, angry and always so serious.

Specially around those I recently needed their help and turn me down.

I don’t know if I’m just angry at myself or at those people.

It has come to a point where I’m so overprotective over my feelings like I’m not longer open up to nobody, don’t trust nobody, don’t rely on nobody.

I hate to be this way because deep down I’m a sweet person but some people just make me turn this way.