Feeling discouraged

Every time I pee (which is 20 times a day) I check to make sure there’s nothing funny going on down there. No bloody show, no trickling fluid, barely any mucus plug. I over analyze every twinge of pain my body experiences. I go on walks or do squats and just end up exhausted, but still pregnant 🙃 getting 10 texts a day asking if baby is here yet. I know babies come when they’re ready but you’re taught to be vigilant for the signs of labor and it’s so discouraging not getting any and hard not to feel down after the hundredth time checking your underwear for signs of anything. Sorry, rant over.