I’ve never hurt so bad in my life. I’ve hurt since March when I found out I was pregnant and then every test after that was negative. I’ve hurt since I got a heavy period directly after. And now I hurt even more because we weren’t trying then and we’re not trying now but that situation made me want a baby more than I already did. My best friend had a baby yesterday and I couldn’t help but cry when I got home because of the jealousy I felt towards her while I was holding that little girl. I want a baby so bad but he doesn’t want one right now. He’s 25 and wants to stop having kids by the time he’s 30. And he wants three. I’m so frustrated with him and so hurt because I don’t have one yet. Sorry for the rant but I’m so upset😞😞