Almost 6 weeks pregnant w #2 husband does nothing but argue and add stress to my life only reason I feel like I’m with him is out of convinence. I stay at home, have two dogs, I am happy when he’s at work all day and my life is great otherwise just wish I didn’t have to ruin everyone’s life to improve mine.

My dogs wouldn’t have this gorgeous yard. My son and unborn child wouldn’t see their dad every day.

I would have to start working and not get to be w my babies at home to see them grow up.

Everything is perfect. Everything. Except the way my husband and I get along. It’s a disgusting relationship. I avoid the realties of it because I would never want to ruin my babies lives...

at the same time I hate myself.

I have spoken with my mom and sister about this but they tell me I overreact and that my husbands a good hardworking guy and that there’s nothing out there better.

I fee like the advice I get only makes it harder for me to leave. Each time I open up I get rejected and told I’m in the wrong. It’s so fucked up.

I just need someone to hear me😓