Just turned 37 and my love, my man just dumped me. I’m so freaking sad and sorry that I didn’t deserve him, that I managed to push him away by being me, the worse of me. He gave me a parachute jump for birthday present. We didn’t even last tree days after that or long enough to book the damn jump.

We just started to find our ways to work around our differencies, but he’s not willing to give it some time or to try anymore.

I can’t sleep. So freaking lonely. Please give me some kind words, I really really need it now.