Hey everyone.

I had lost my son in December at 17 weeks and 3 days. The autopsy came back "normal" even though his heart was the size of his chest. So we have no answers why it happened and why his heart grew so big.

I was 19 (now 20) and I was forced to do a vaginal delivery. Needless to say, it traumatized me.

I got diagnosed with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and panic disorder after.

My boyfriend is the most amazing man. We are expecting again (I'm 9 weeks and 3 days, due March 14th!!)

But here's my question.

Has anyone else had nightmares of a miscarriage after a loss?

I never had bleeding with my son (we actually felt him kicking the night before then at my ultrasound the next morning, he was gone.)

But I have horrible nightmares of miscarriage and bleeding heavily.

Any advice is appreciated. Thank you, mamas.