I don’t know how to feel

My husband and I are currently going through some financial hardships. Our tenant is moving (we own a 2 family) but luckily found a great replacement. That’s the only thing off our shoulders.

My husband just hit me with “we aren’t having anymore kids” after talking about how physically and emotionally tired we are. Idk how to feeeeeel.

I figure it’s just a hump we are going through, we agreed 2 kids and I’d get operated. We had this conversation so many times and yet here we are.

Just venting I guess.