Send baby dust please

Lynsey

Long story short my first two pregnancies ended in mmc at 12 weeks. One in January last year and one in November last year. After 2nd one was in a very bad place, depression had to have counselling etc. We stopped trying used protection. We started trying again in April and today I was a week late and I am pregnant with my rainbow baby I am so excited but at the same time so scared it will happen again hoping this rainbow baby sticks.