I need support. I'm really struggling here. I am a stay at home mommy and I am court ordered to bring my baby to Kamloops, BC tomorrow to visit my ex for a whole week.... He is a year and a half, this is the very first visit that is this long and this will be every month until January. I have never been away from him more then 3 day. My Ex was extremely abusive towards me and my son almost got hurt in that relationship. But the courts have ordered this because I had no physical proof. I had one picture of a bruise from her grabbing my arm. But all the rest is emotional and mental. I live with PTSD everyday. And now my baby will be gone. And I cant protect him cause we will be hours away! How the hell am I going to protect him.

Please send me strength, courage and patience. I need it to last a full week then I get my baby back until it happens all over again next month.

My ex is threatening to win 50/50 but my son and I have been awarded permanent residency in Alberta...... would 50/50 work if we are in 2 different provinces? Has anyone had this before?

If any moms want to hang out this week or anything please let me know. I'm gonna need help this first week.

Thank you