Once just once do I want to get pregnant and keep the baby. I’ve had a miscarriage last year in July and haven’t been successful yet. I just want to be a mom. I want to experience pregnancy, I want to experience labor I want to hold my baby I want to raise them into the person they will become. Why can’t I have that yet. My period doesn’t start for another week but I’ll try again in a few days. I’ve had so many symptoms I just pray for a rainbow baby soon. I’m sorry for the rant. I’m just so sad right now. Pray for me ladies. #babydustneeded🦋👶🏼🌈