Moody and resentful!!!!

I'm starting to feel some type of way with my husband, I have 2 kids from a different marriage, we have none, may 21st of this year I had tubal ligation reversal, we were so happy to finally have a baby after 9 years of waiting to be able to get to this point, now every month as I take ovulation test & all the crazy things we women do, he isnt on the same page as me, yes we are trying to buy a house right now and he going to school but I'm really feeling some type of way, like I just want to cry, idk I just hate being the sent off person, people always change the plan on me or dont put as much effort into it as I do. We are TTC but it's getting stressful 🙄😞.