Vagina after birth

I had my six week check up today and my doctor made me feel terrible. I’m a very self conscious person to begin with so after giving birth to my son and seeing how my body has changed I’ve done nothing but worry about what my boyfriend will think an if he’ll even find me attractive if he sees me naked. Anyway I asked her about something I have been concerned about with my vagina and how it’s healed. She basically told me that it’ll hang open and it won’t heal back. Now I’m upset and overthinking that I’ll be loose and not enjoyable for my boyfriend anymore. She didn’t even take the time to really talk to me she just rushed.