• A Letter To My Daughters Before My Surgery •

To my girls, it’s been a beautiful journey just the 3 of us. I’ve learned so much from y’all and the love & amount of pride I have in you two is indescribable. Winter Anna, you’ve taken the big sister role with such pride, grace & strength, I know you’ll do amazing with a baby brother, and I know you’ll do wonderful teaching Sailour-Rose the ropes. Rosa, this May be hard on you, but I know you’ll do wonderful and make a fabulous big sister.

You two girls are more than just my daughters, you’re my best friends, my inspirations & I’m so so proud to be your mom. I know we’ll do great with a baby boy, we’re a team and it won’t ever change.

Don’t fear, don’t stress, I’m not going anywhere. Even if things go sour in my surgery, I’ll be with you always. I love you then, I love you now and I’ll love you always 🖤

Here’s to new beginnings my sweet girls! Congratulations on becoming big sisters, for the 2nd and first time! Y’all will do wonderful and he is so so blessed to have such loving, smart, brave big sisters! 💕

To anyone reading this; this is what I’ve shared for my girls who are 4 & 2. I will be having my first son, their baby brother, in 15 hours. I’m so scared, this is my 3rd c-section. I’m beyond nervous something will go wrong, I am all my kids have. The only family they have. Please say a prayer or some good vibes or something. This is such big event but I’m keeping a brave face for my babies, I want them excited, not scared 🖤