I am SO ready for this baby to be here. I’m 37 weeks, and as much as I don’t want her to come before she’s ready, I just want her in my arms. I feel like I’ve been pregnant forever, which probably has to do with the fact that I’ve pretty much been pregnant for a full year. I was pregnant, miscarried, was not pregnant for about six weeks and then was pregnant again. I had a subchorionic hematoma this pregnancy and bled profusely during the first trimester, and that was terrifying. Most of the second trimester was pretty enjoyable. But now I’m just super hot and swollen, and I want this baby out. I want to be a mom more than anything in the world, but pregnancy has been way more difficult for me than I ever imagined, and I am so done with it.