It will never happen.

Courtney • Trying for #2, First baby born July 2020 👶

I will literally never be pregnant. I’m so depressed. This journey sucks and I wish that I never started it to begin with. If one more person says that it will happen “in gods time” I’m seriously going to freak out. How do you ladies keep going after 3, 4, 5 and sometimes 10 years? I’m feeling so terrible and it’s only been 14 months. 😖 Every test from the doctor, every piece of news is bad news. I’m so sick of this s#*t. The tww is torture. I know every month that my chances of being pregnant are extremely slim, but despite knowing better I still get my hopes up.