I keep flipping my mind on having another baby as soon as whenever or waiting to try until next summer after the three weddings I’m in. I know that’s crazy to put making a new life on hold for weddings but then I think about maybe it’s good that they’ll be three years a part and then I’m like freaking out about my age. Idk I literally change my mind every day and don’t want to be 9 months pregnant in 3 weddings and I’ll be 30 in December and just blah. Is everyone else planning their life and as lost as I am?