I just need to vent

I want to just disappear

I’m emotionally drained

Physically sore

Bruised back cause he shoved me the other day

This isn’t the guy I fell for..

My poor growing baby has to feel what I feel

Not understanding why.

My three year old having to hear and see what her dad does to me .

I feel pathetic having to hide my tears

Having to hold it in

Having to go to another room just to let it all out

Crying to myself when I’m alone

Asking myself “why me”