Oh probably saw my pole. I cannot use tampons right now because I have my period and yeast infection and I can’t use tampons. I even called my doctor and even the woman on the phone was like “yeah don’t use tampons.”

So I’m using pads and man I just feel freaking disgusting. Every time I wipe its a TON of blood like I have to keep wiping and wiping and I’m cleaning my self with ph balanced wipes and fucking hell it just keeps coming it’s horrible. I just want to feel clean but it doesn’t end and I just want to use a tampon soooo bad. For some reason this period is absolutely freaking horrible too, like the worst period I’ve had in a while and it feels like someone is gutting me. I popped a Tylenol 3 last night (if you don’t know it has codeine in it) because I woke myself up moaning from pain in my sleep and I was having a dream that I was screaming. Fuck my life right now it’s all shit. The only upside is my symptoms of the yeast infection have eased up. I feel like I am just pouring blood