To all the boys I’ve ever loved

Ok! So this post is strange but... lately I can’t stop thinking about my two ex boyfriends. I have dreams about them and wonder what they are up to. I am happily married and have a child on the way? Is this normal? The dreams are intense... I wake up feeling like we were both in the dream together and it’s like our own little secret. Please someone tell me they can relate? Is it my hormones?