So im genderfluid (born female) but tend to be more masculine in acting and clothing choices unless i have to go out in public where someone who used to know me might recognize me. Im interested in men masculinity etc. Really pulled towards gay men as they generally have (in my own personal experience) better hygiene and take care of themselves better etc. (I find guys who do this extremely attractive) I say Im androsexual meaning im attracted to masculinity. As i have no idea what term would be best suited as when i feel more feminine (rare) im obviously then straight but most of the time i feel like i am a guy then im obviously not straight. Lol Is there a term for this? Also anyone know any ways to come off as more masculine? Besides using a binder and baggy sweatshirts? I feel like my face screams GIRL!! I have thought about testosterone but i would like to have 1 more kid first. I have 2 already and being pregnant was the only time i was ok with my body. Most other times if someone offered me free top surgery and a hysterectomy id take it! I want a partner in life but it seems very unlikely. Im already 32.