Anxiety

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I decided to try making Dulce de leche by boiling the can of condensed milk and so I’ve stayed up extra late for it to boil for 3 hours (started it late because I’m not that smart) it’s done I just have to let it cool off. I turn the stove off and I’m going to lay down as my anxiety tells me NO DONT LEAVE IT ON THE STOVE. I out of nowhere became worried my 7 year old will go into the kitchen and knock the pot of hot water onto herself even though she’s asleep and wouldn’t go to the kitchen even if she woke up. She would come to my room. But now that it’s in my mind I can’t chance it. So yeaaaaaa no real point to this lol just posting to see if anyone relates? And to keep myself up a bit longer. 😴😳