Let me start off with this ... I hope everyone has had a good morning and also say that it has been months since I have posted. Why? Because I have been so busy being a homemaker that I just haven't had the chance. More recently, my brother was kicked out of where he was staying because money just wasn't there for bills. Thankfully him and his girlfriend had somewhere to go. So many out there don't and they go to the streets. I am one of those. I have lived in a tent and on the streets. Not fun nor safe in this world. But I managed to get myself and my things straight. No, I don't love in the best but it beats the street. And because of that I am more and more thankful every day.

Since my brother ordeal, my disabled mother had to come stay withme and my boyfriend. Not a problem. We have a cousin of his here, for the same reason, just not enough money.

I am NOT a morning person. At all. Like don't even half talk to me and damn sure better not start fussing first thing. I have been with my boyfriend for over 2 years. He knows this. So why is it he has to start shit first thing in the morning over my brother not having the money to pay rent? Why is it everytime I turn around he has to bad mouth my brother when his own family wont travel 30 minutes to see us? Why is it my family are sorry pieces of shit but his are saints? I'm tired of it. Okay, so you have an opinion on my family, I have one on yours. But out of pure respect, I keep them to myself. Why? Because bad mouthing someone's family just makes you look like an honest to god piece of shit yourself. When I need my brother or his girlfriend, they are there. Period. Same with my mom. I can't say that about his family. His sister and her boyfriend live 30 minutes, maybe 40 minutes up the road and we have invited them over several times, offering to pay for gas and they wouldn't come. Always something come up. But they can go off with friends and go out somewhere thats 10 minutes up the road. Talk about piece of shit. His mother is no better. She will walk to France and back to talk about someone else and bitch but won't drive 20 minutes to see her only son. Wont pick up the phone and see how he is doing, she just calls bitching about something he has done or hasn't done. And I say nothing because I love him and it's not my place.

Well not any more. I'm done with playing nice. I'm done! I'm fonr with the two faced crap. I'm done with the bitching from him and his mother. I'm done with the talking shit about my family. My family is the one that put a roof over his head when his mother kicked him out because he was never there and was with me. My family is the one he calls when his won't answer the phone. I am the one that has to deal with shit and I will not do it anymore. If you have an opinion on someone, before you voice it, you really need to stop and look at yourself before you open your mouth.

Unfortunately, I let that all fly this morning. I had been awake maybe 5 or 10 minutes when he started and I went off. At least give me some time to wake up. Geez, 2 years together and you know I'm already not a morning and im not in the greatest of moods to start with and you got to start your shit. Punk, really? This morning was the wrong morning.